I've been very much pre-occupied about turning 30. Maybe it's because that first digit 2* is finally graduating to becoming 3-0. The years passed by so swift and here I am at the crossroads of leaving the YOUNG ONES and entering the world of the YOUNG ONCE...
Looking back to the past 29 years, I acknowledge the mistakes and failures I went through. I have seen how my parents worked hard for me and my siblings. I saw the frustrations is their eyes every moment I stumble. I have felt their heartaches when they saw me struggling. Those inspired me to do the best I can to make good of my life when I was given second chance and here I am - victorious, blessed, and fighting a good fight.
I wanted to write about so many things prior to this note but I decided at the last minute that I'll just write about the title of this post. (Though I tried to "sandwich" my thoughts and incorporate some in the introduction, hehehe...)
Hmmmm... There are things about me you thought you knew...
1. Most people think that I am too serious, that I forgot how to laugh or worse, I don;t know how to
laugh... Well, they are very wrong... I have this persona that's so bubbly and mababaw na kaligayahan... Try me... Takot lang kasi sila to throw a joke at me...
2. I can't brush my teeth without a mirror. I don't know why. I feel so discontented in the absence of a mirror. It feels like I didn't brush at all...
3. I have never tried the roller coaster. Not at all...
4. I tend to be shift to silent mode when I am angry and spit it all out when my bucket is full.
5. I have a double-edged tongue. I swear, I curse, I mutilate emotions with my word.
6. I use to think about how would people think about me when I go out of my way but now, to hell with what others think as long as I am not stepping on someone else's feet.
7. You can criticize me as long as it has something to do about my work especially so if you are my workmate but when it comes to matters that doesn't concern work, step out out of my way coz you wouldn't want what's gonna happen.
8. I don't ask questions. I prefer if you volunteer information.
9. I like kawbin's kilawen tanguigui... Suuuuupppppppeeeeer like.
10. I may not be expressive on how much I love my siblings but if you dare touch the tip of their nose, you have to go through me first.
11. I have three OTHER men in my life - 1st, HUGH JACKMAN; 2nd, HUGH JACKMAN; 3rd, HUGH JACKMAN...
12. I don't like heavy rains and thunders.
13. I totally am into high-heeled boots.
14. I shave. Hmmmmmmm... don't ask where... bwahahaha...
15. I hate my hair... The only reason I am fond of it is because of the appreciation I get from those who envy it.
16. I wanna learn how to drive. Coz one day am gonna have my own car.
17. I dream of having a rotunda house on top of hill overlooking the sea.
18. I love reading Tom Clancy, Michael Crichton and John Grisham. But now I don't have the luxury of time to read.
19. I don't like the color of gold. They're just used like asphalt in heaven. I love stainless and silver, though.
20. I wish I could write a book. Subject matter??? My kids...
21. I use to love teaching that it hurts me when my studes take learning for granted. But now, who cares??? They don't even care...
22. I lied about number 21. I still care... I wouldn't be here if I didn't. I just need an inspiration and a challenge.
23. Tragedy has a special place in my heart. Tragic love stories, sad love songs, and the likes captures my attention. It has its own way of lingering through for quite a while. I hate sad and tragic endings, in short.
24. Caffeine energizes me. I go crazy when I smell a freshly brewed coffee. Love it...
25. I don't know how to wear make-ups... Hahaha...What a frustration...
26. Since my Wolverine died, I don't wanna get emotionally attached to any pet. I cried a lot of tears for my Wolverine, and that's enough.
27. I am so thankful to my Adamantium, for all the sleepless nights we spent with each other... Adamantium is the name of my laptop.
28. I love the smell of freshly mowed grass.
29. I have always loved the shade of green but I hid behind black coz I thought green is too loud. But am going green now...Promise...
30. I am thankful, very thankful to God for having three wonderful kids that makes me smile, cry, and happy about life. And syempre for having YOU in my life. Don't ask kung sino coz he is the one who wears my ring... He is my husband and we're gonna grow old together forever no matter what...
i wrote this 2 days before my 30th birthday. and glad to say, on Sept. 12, 1010, item no. 3 became a lie... first ride sa rollercoaster. at hindi ko na uulitin pa...
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